Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 5:49 PM.
Thank God for the easy peasy chicken mcnugget dipped in curry sauce CRM Roleplay I had just now. Well okay, maybe it's because I had a safe one cos I chose to have the roleplay to be related to a retail store. It's basically a test on how you handle unhappy customers over the phone. And hell yeah I did well. Tutor gave very good feedback. *ahem* She said I will do well if I decided to have a career of a CSO (Customer Service Officer) in the future as I was calm, focused, concise and a very good listener. And *ahem* she said that I have a pleasant voice over the phone and I know exactly what a customer wants to hear. *ahem ahem ahem*
POA Test (Yes, I STILL have not cleared that module. Shut up. Haha) was relatively fine. I finished the paper quite early, and we weren't allowed to leave the room till we're dismissed.
Sooooo, my mind wandered off for awhile, and suddenly I was thinking about academic vs career. Because honestly, I think that someone like me is not qualified to take 2 jobs while I'm still schooling.
People like me = People who are slow when it comes to memorizing mathematical formula and theories.
I still have not cleared some modules yet, and here I am spending more time working. Sometimes I envy those who are of my age who are able to spend time out with friends, do shitstuff like hanging out, going to the movies, and stuff like that. People tell me i'm money-faced. Which is partially true. Haha. But my main intention is to gain the experience from now, help my mum financially (not that we're financially unstable lah. LOL.) and become successful in the future. But being able to discipline myself in terms of academically is a difficult task sia. I have totally no interest in things like Business Law and Business Finance and shit.
Argh. But I wanna make my parents proud too.
Idk if all of this is going to be worth it in the long run. :(
@ 11:50 AM.
Syukur alhamdulillah.
From a Sales Agent, to a Sales Executive in just one day. It was tiring having to arrange 3 appointments in one day, but it was all worth it. Closed all 3 deals with the help of Miss Tasniyah and motivation from the other managers and teammates from Pantera, and now i'm on my way to Marketing Executive!
Insyallah :D
Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 11:50 AM.
Yesterday's outing was fun uh. And Syuhadah is gonna go "Wah Mas semangat sia update pasal Venture Era ajer."
So...Haha. I shall shut up. (:
But honestly uh, the bond they have is so unlike the bond we have at Zara. =x
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 11:22 AM.
Hurhur.
I came to school today just to find an empty classroom.
I came to school for nothing.
I forgot how the teacher said, "Next weeeeek, since you guys have ICA during your lecture period on Friday, you don't have to come for tutorial next Wednesday okay.. Don't come to school for my lesson okay.. I already told you hor okay... Don't come and blame me if anyone of you forgot okay.." (My tutor has a habit of adding an 'okay' at the end of most of his sentences. And he is pretty draggy when he talks. So he goes 'okaaaaaaaaay...'. Which gets pretty irritating at times. You'll just feel like you'll need to smack him on the back so all his words could come out faster.)
Sooooooo. Yeah. It has been a total waste of time. And now I will need to go all the way to Tampines Safra for the Venture Era gathering (when I could have just gone from home since its nearer and when i dont have class today. wtf.)
Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 11:44 AM.
Yesterday's gathering or what I would say a 'lepak session' with afew members from the Pantera family was pretty fun.
After the mass meeting at the office, we bussed down to Bugis and had our dinner at Tong Seng. There were like 10 of us, chatting and talking about practically anything.
Then we went to Marina Square.. The managers had their own meeting at McDonalds' while the 'orang-orang bawah' (lower ranked people) like me, went to hang out at the flight of stairs outside Marina Square, facing the Esplanade. They are a bunch of pretty fun people actually, well okay, besides the fact that I still think they are all pretty mat-ish and stuff, but oh well. People say that once you join a crowd, you will actually BE the crowd one day. So I'd keep my mouth shut for now. Hahaha.
I was having a great time with the others..until..someone appeared. He got a shock of his life and was pretty embarrassed. But not for long I guess. Those who know what happened, good for you. Those who don't, well, it's really not your business and I would like to save his face too. So yeah. (:
I'm starting to like this company I'm working for. I haven't gone for any appointments with any clients lah but I really am starting to like the atmosphere and the bond that the teammates have. There will be another mass gathering with the Pantera team and a birthday celebration this Wednesday at City Hall. Cantwaitcantwaitcantwaituhsiol. :D
@ 11:44 AM.
Attended a wedding at Grassroots Club with the rest of the Ventura Era team for Mr Khai and Miss Ina's wedding. Both are managers in the company by the way. They are like... two levels below 'filthy rich'. Haha. The couple was escorted by the arrival of big luxurious cars, instead of those noisy mat motors with their noisy engines we usually see at malay weddings. Alot of people were present, and I overheard some random guy at Grassroots Club telling his wife, "Wah, no wonder they never do at void deck. Confirm cannot fit all this people." Haha. Beautiful wedding, with a beautiful couple.
Mat clan of Pantera photo-taking session before the wedding.
Mr Faiz, the guy who recommended me the job. (:
The whole of the Pantera family.
Mr Khai and Miss Ina, managers of Venture Era. Sweet ke per! :D
...and we were the couple's escorts at the aisle.
Oh, and just to add on, the people in the pictures above are my new colleagues! I have a second job right now. It's not exactly a job I have always dreamt of, but I guess it's a pretty interesting job.
I. Am. Going. To. Be. A. Salesperson. Selling. Mineral Water. And. Pillow Pads. And. Health Products.
HAHA.
You'll still see me at Zara though. This will be more of like a freelance job, to increase my income, but my mentors have been saying that they would like to see me go up to a Marketing Executive position very soon as they see potential in me. CHEY. I have potential. HAHA. Pressurizing siol.
Been going for training at the company these few days. It's getting very tiring but I guess it's all for the best. (: Wish me luck guys! haha :D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 2:58 PM.
The turnout for the Live Audio Orientation for the freshies wasn't bad at all! Besides the fact that the canteen uncle only gave us muffins and drinks for the refreshments, and alvin wasn't able to control his vulgarities, everything else went well. Plus, Nurul has someone new to look at. LOL. anddddddd, there was this Chinese guy who's name is 'Sayang'. Now we can go "Hi sayaaaaang.." and "Bye sayaaaaaang..." without having the guy to have the wrong idea about us girls, and plus, he's cute! =D
Oh and on another note, does anyone by any chance, have the whole series to the Korean drama, "Likeable or Not"? Due to work and stuff like that, i'm unable to catch it on channel U every night. And i can't even find them online. HELP! and thanks to Feriyani, i'm now hooked on to watching korean dramas online when i'm using the free access lab in school. Right now, i'm watching Cinderella Man! I really don't know why these korean dramas have very weird titles but oh well. and i heard Boys Over Flowers on Channel U is going to be good!
Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 2:00 PM.
2 weeks without my baby is hell.
I miss the way he looks at me at night...
I miss his presence..at school..in my bedroom...
I miss how patient he was with me when i get all stressed up over work..
I miss the way he manages to put a smile on my face whenever I meet him..
...and i know he misses my touch too..
I MISS MY LAPTOP. :(
Been 2 weeks since the start of school. Back to the usual routine of joining 5 different classes, means 5 different sets of classmates each week. That pretty much sucks lah, especially during the very first lesson, cos the whole class will give you this very weird stare which seems like they're using their eyes to say "Who the hell are you? You're not really wanted here", while some are nice and use their eyes to say "Oh cool. New girl." but that's a totally different story again cos it's not a really nice feeling when they ask which class i'm actually from and i need to tell them that i'm actually already in my final year and when that class i'm attending is a year 1 / year 2 class. But oh well. I have only myself to blame for being so stupid and flunking most of papers. HAHA. But look on the bright side, there are alot of chances for me to go up to an empty seat which happens to be next to a really cute guy and ask if I can sit there and he says yes, and then I end up sharing his laptop with him since my laptop was sent for repair. haha cool or whudddd. :D
Other than that, been catching up with some old friends, had a fair share of heartbreaks and laughter and whatever, but all in all, it's been good. (:
...and i still miss my laptop.
Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 5:52 PM.
It's a wonder how two total strangers can be so comfortable with each other. It's been a while.
(:
Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 10:50 PM.
Hahahaha, so apparently, Miss Nurul Huda also aka Mrs Rossi, has been asking me why don't I see the need to update my blog. And apparently, she claims that I HAVE alot to blog about because alot has been happening. HAHA. She knows me better than I do. LOL.
- masnurulazurin said:
what do you want me to blog about?
∂ινασƒѕσяяσω® said:
∂ινασƒѕσяяσω® said:
your birthday! the strings of happy thots, happy places and happy happy happy happpyyyy people
no more sad and angry lil miss lembab fat boy
oops.
So yes, she wants me to update about my birthday and happy happy happy moments and yes, she calls me a fat boy.
Soooooo.. On my birthday.. Well, firstly, thanks to everyone who remembered (whether or not they got notifications and alert from livejournal or facebook or whatever. lol.)! Thanks to Nurul Huda who bought me a piece of brownie with a tiara on the top cos she can't seem to bake one herself, like the one we saw on the Internet the other day. It's okay. The substitute's gooood. (:
and and and. Rauf (which was one hell of a surprise) gave me a pair of movie vouchers and a pretty little card and a nice little poem, especially the last part which he said if Huda were to bully me on my birthday, I'll just need to fry her in a pan. But Huda NEVER bullies me, it's more of the other way round. So I didn't get to fry her.Didn't get to celebrate much on that day itself, cos I had to go to my uncle's place to attend a marhaban for his wedding the next day and a doa selamat for me. Awww.
Next day, was the wedding. And I fell in love, and the infatuation caused me to do one of the stupidest things ever. (:
Sunday was even better! My luck was good, I managed to get what I want. Though there were ALOT of risks involved during the attempt. Some would know about this. *hint hint*
And thank you Elaine Chongy and Sufian for the pretty pretty bangles! :D
And after work that day, Nabil, Sherlynn, Ruiteck and P.K planned a birthday celebration for me at Hard Rock Cafe! Cool shit or whaaaat. :D It was the worst, and the best celebration ever! :D Shall just upload a few pictures here. Others are up on facebook. Someone should really wipe off that silly grin off my face.
Anddddddd. On Monday, it was Jap food with the girls! Now, you tell me if I should be a happy girl or not. :D
Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ 10:38 PM.
Okay, so i guess it's time for me to finally update? Because.. I have some people who have been asking, "Mas! update blog already anot?" and i'll be like "No uh. no time." and they'll be like "Oh, so still the LONELY entry lah. *and starts laughing*" i swear it's annoying k.
..so now you guys can now ask me, "Mas! update blog already anot?" and i can like go "No uh. no time." and then you guys can like go "Oh, so it's still the entry which mentioned that I was annoying lah?". and the cycle can go on.
So. Let's start the day by talking about how liars will forever be liars. Or maybe, they just think it's oh so fun to lie about stuff. Like..denying that you're back with your girlfriend? Like..claiming that now you're just a lonely and confused guy, still searching for answers? And lying to me is just not enough, you just had to make up stories to my friend too? Why did you have to do that? Cos you think all this doesn't matter anymore? Well, maybe not to you. But to me, it does. Ugh. Whatever man. I don't even think you understand cos you're nothing else but a heartless, detestable, liar of a slut. Let's just hope there's no such thing as karma. Enjoy your trip, whoever you are. I don't even know who or what you are now. I guess no one will.
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 2:14 PM.
I think i'm starting to get used to the being-alone-and-going-everywhere-alone thingy already. It's starting to get pretty fun actually. For the whole week, been hanging out at the National Library at Bugis for the whole day and then taking a walk around the area to explore the place. The whole idea of no-talking-and-just-walking-around-with-a-double-cheeseburger-and-a-packet-of-Chocolate-Pocky-while-just-looking-at-people-and-beautiful-buildings is really not a bad idea.
Okay, so Nurul's out of town and only will be back on monday. COME BACK QUICK!
I'm tired of being the 'spare-tyre'.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 7:06 PM.
...and Valentines' Day just got worse and worse every year.
Well, it started off fine, actually.. Wished Khai a happy valentines' day at midnight, and he replied..
"Happy Valentines Day to you Mas. Hope you're well and strong. Glad you're doing okay now. Once again, happy valentines. Goodnight."
and that was it. I was happy, no doubt, to just receive a reply from him.. My eyes stung as I opened and read the message, tears of joy or sadness, I have no idea.. I had this strong urge to just press 'reply' and tell him that no, i'm not okay, that I miss him terribly and to ask if he could strengthen our relationship once again. But being the coward that I am, I just placed the phone on the table after reading the message.
Imagine having to look forward to a day with someone, only to be turned down just because I said "It's okay, you don't have to meet me tomorrow". Okay, I really need some advice on this because I was really never good with words and I always spit out the wrong things. But sensing reluctancy, was I wrong to say that? And after that, the invitation to join the ex-boyfriend and his friends was cancelled at the last minute. When I say last minute, I do mean last minute. I found out only at the place through a text message that I was unwelcomed as the friends wanted it to be only a guys day out. You know, you could have told me earlier. I wouldn't mind at all. But only to be told then? Sigh. And how ironic it was to see a certain someone out with another girl.
I left my place at 10 in the morning. and it's already 7.30 at night now. I'm currently at the Esplanade library. After a long day at town and city hall, I decided to settle down here. Bought chocolates for my colleagues at Zara. Atleast they were occupied with work to let them forget about Valentines' Day. Everywhere was crowded with couples, girls holding bouquets of flowers and balloons, pathways being blocked by couples who didn't want to stop holding hands, hugging and kissing everywhere. Wanted to catch a movie alone, but of course, it's no surprise why all the movies were selling out fast. Even Mum received a super romantic text message from Dad in Brunei. aiyo. I'm that pathetic.
I kept thinking of Khai, when I know I'm not supposed to. I miss him, I really do.. Before we broke up, I've actually already planned on what I'm going to do with him during this year's Valentines' day. My plan was an overnight at Sentosa, just with him. But, argh. No point talking about it.. :'(
On a brighter note, THANK YOU NURUL HUDA BINTE JASMAN FOR THE VALENTINES DAY GIFT! :D A picture of us on a bookmark and a 'Love' VCD. One of the best Indonesian movies ever! I cried during the ending, cos i was thinking how nice it would be to have someone to love you even after finding out you had breast cancer and even if you're carrying someone else's child. Okay, it's not like as if I have cancer or pregnant, but you get what i mean. (:
Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 11:34 PM.
Glad to know you're doing fine and moving on pretty well. (:
sigh.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 11:34 PM.
ahhhhhhh, my friend, whom I've known for more than 5 years.. is now gone.
Don't worry. It's just.....
..my Friendster account. I've deleted it! (:
